ok i just wrote a whole entry and it didnt friggen save!! grrr! but ill try to remember it as best as i can. today i woke up feelin spiffy, and in a good mood and i have absolutely no idear why. but it feels awsome. i havent felt this way in.. years. and i hate it when people judge others by what they wear. i dont care that they call me a "goth" or a "punk" i just care that theyre judging someone who they dont know. and the bible does say to judge others by their actions and their heart. so :P lol. and i havent cut in almost two weeks. wheee. itll be two weeks on wednesday.. so. yay. but i still havent told my brother about it.. neither of them.. i want to.. but.. i dunno how theyll react. one knows somethins wrong be respects that i dont want to tell him right now.. so. thats cool. aaaand.. i dunno what else to write so.. ill talk to all ya spiffy people later! ~two words one choice no regrets~