well. the concert (billy talent, sugarcult, mxpx, and simple plan) was awesome. i had fun. i wish i was closer, but they were pretty good seats. and thanks sari and plushie!! and we still havent found out about the ultrasound. we find out tomorrow. oh my. well hey if i die, atleast im prepared! ...sorta.. not that i would.. im jus sayin.. i always prepare myself for the worst. that way, if its not as bad as the worst, it wont be that bad. um.. tomorrow morning ill prolly add a new poem. im still feelin the same way.. but.. im just.. i dont know why. but im so afraid of dying. yes. theres a reason.. but.. oh i dont know.. i shouldnt be worrying.. but its right there in my mind. its hard to even talk about death ..but.. maaaan.. pierre.. simple plan.. they sang meh fave song.. perfect.. story of my life.. ~two words one choice no regrets~