k well right now i cant get into my email. so ill just yack in here til then. i just said somethin to people and they all looked at meh like im some kinda idiot.. i mean i know i am.. but they dont have to remind meh.. i mean like lately. my dad has been acting weird around me. but i have no idear why. i dont think i said anything to him that would make him act that way.. i hope i didnt.. but hes also been yelling at me so very much.. but oh well.. my friend got her truck yesterday. she said its red. cool. i went to target with meh mum.. we looked at table cloths. and of course she didnt like what i liked. lol. i said she should get red. then black.. plate.. place mats. yea those. and then red napkins. but of course she didnt like that idear. haha. ^___^ anywho. then we went to um factory to you. that place sucks. then we went to welcome home.. that place is ok.. they have a couple good stuff.. but most of its not my style.. and i was talkin with meh family about how i want to paint my room. but of course i share a room with meh sister. so we cant decide on anything.. except we decided on having different parts on the wall diffrent colors, like i saw on a simple plan picture but theirs was darker colors. were gonna do bright colors. but i wanted (if i had my OWN room) dark green walls with white sheets and stuff so i can have my black canopy over my bed =) but course i cant do that. meh sister dont want that. but oh well.. i cant wait til like a year from now.. then i can get out of here.. i have NO time to myself.. nowhere to be alone.. its.. aggrivating.. everywhere i go someone is there. *oy* so um.. tomorrow i have to remember to call my friend and ask him if he can come to the concert.. either that or when i see him tomorrow night i can ask him then.. aaaand.. yea.... ~two words one choice no regrets~