you shouldnt let her get you down. You can do better than her. The girl you got now is so much better than your last.. and I promise, everything will get better.. Even if it doesnt seem that way now.. But I know it will, you just have to let it.. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Other news.. I GOT NAPOLEON DYNAMITE BACK FROM DEAN!!! HECK YES!!! I've been so deprived for the last THREE WEEKS that he's had it. And, we went to Danny's church today to watch it :D and got energy drinks (of course) CL-ONE. AWESOME. It was good. ...so was Napoleon.. man.. that Napoleon... haha. And then we watched Saw at Jd and Trav's house. While eating pizza.. mmmm.. Saw, the killer-type dude.. he's my lover-that-doesnt-know-he's-my-lover-but-not-really-my-lover ...oh yes.. .....ANYway.. It was an awesome movie. Morbid, perfect for me :) and right now.. I'm listening to uh..... KoRn, yes, KoRn.. and I'm way too tired to think of ANYTHING.. I'm very suprised I've made it this far with this entry.. Three hour sleep, two nights in a row.. how retarded is that... ah well, today was fun.. ...ehem... sorta... oh and, I am now Chet's stalker.. WOO HOO!! he hired me.. and I told him I'd take pictures.. hahaha. And he said he'd pose.. haha.. funny.. :::heart::: ~two words one choice no regrets~