Sooooo.... I went to Santa Maria yesterday... I met a guy.. kinda.. Actually I just saw him.. Such physical attraction.. Lame :p Fishy (my sis) said it was love at first sight for the both of us... That'd be great if I actually believed in love at first sight...... But this was jus so close I'm sure theres SOMETHING wrong with the guy... He works at Target. WHOA. I like that Target ;) :p Paul is LOD there, but he's back here for remodeling, then he goes back... I should go with him :p haha.. Anyway. Now that we all know this sad tale will never happen, here's whats going on so far... I'm looking for another job 'cause Target is starting to wear me out, and suck. I used that canned air stuff, tipped it upside down and sprayed it on my arm one night.. A few days later it was starting to disappear.. So I did it again when I was doing the overnight with Greg, Laicee, Savannah, Fishy and Heath.. and.. then it started turning blue.. Then it was kinda brown.. Then it started to flake, so I pealed some of it off.. now its kinda tanish-brown.. and scarring.. lol.. I'm told it wont get better, and if I did it anymore I'd get frostbite and they might have had to cut it off... That amused me. I made lunch for my mum and I today, my Monday. I dont do anything Monday nights anymore. Just turn off my phone (with the occassional texting), and relax.. I might be moving to SLO with Jason, Fishy and Raine (my other girl love) soon.. I went on Dom's trampoline last night, and while he was out getting alcahol.. Jason, Fishy and I were jumping on his trampoline and we were playing crack the egg. Fishy was the egg. We cracked her. I tripped and fell. Fishys foot came up and hit my chin. It hurt. We all died laughing. It was red. Later I went to go look at it in the mirror.. and there was a cut. a CUT! a bruise, I'd understand, but a cut? From her small shoes! Psh. Theres no bruise today.. just the bigass cut lol Oh and Fishy came out of the closet (litterally :p) And I cant get SM out of my head. I've also been remembering things that happened in my past.. Things I wouldnt normally think of.. Its weird, everywhere I've gone lately, I have some kind of memory from that spot, even the smallest thing.. I just wish my memory was that good all the time :p We've also been having bonfires every third saturday of the month. Its fun.. Theres this guy at work. Eddie (26). He's cool.. but.. he keeps trying to ask me out.. While knowing I'm taken (not for long though, but thats another story..). I HATEEEE when people are pushy like that. I told my mum about the sit. and she said not to go out with him if he's gonna be pushy even knowing that I'm with someone, 'cause who knows what else he might push for in the future... I'm in a band!!! With some guys from Target. Its me, Fishy, Brian, David, Alex, Nate.. Not sure who else. And Ryan is gonna make a video game we're gonna put with the CD. haha. Its awesome, he and I talked about how its gonna be when we were doing the ad together a few weeks ago, we told David, he thought it was awesome so we're gonna do it. We're gonna record in Nate's studio in a month or two.. Brian and I have written a couple songs, and he and Fishy have come up with a few names for other songs, just not the lyrics yet.. We're gonna work on that.. I'm not sayin the name yet, you'll just have to wait til my website and everything gets up. We're also not selling it, just giving them away. For now anyway.... Til next time....... ~Two Words One Choice No Regrets~