Note: the sarcasm Yea I still feel like crap. My head hurts, and all that good stuff hurts.. And and.. Its been cold aaaall day.. Sept right now. Its kind of.. neutral at the moment. Anywho.. I finally got my Ruffles, an energy drink and a snickers ^___^ And the guy at Seven Eleven has a really cool lip ring.. Its blue. cool.. And umm.. yea.. I'm bored.. I still havent finished that essay.. Man oh man.. Its gonna take longer than I thought.. The p... ppp... prrr.. theeeeee.... PP!!! ...dang it.. .......Dont you hate it when you cant think of a word? ... Like now! Whats that word, where you put off stuff?.. a lot.. grrr.. uhhhhmmmm... PROCRASTINATE!! yes! lol I asked my sister :P ummm... What was I saying... oh. The procrastination is kicking in.. So is the bad memory.. And the bad vocabulary use :P Aaaaannywaaay... I'll finish later when I have more to say.. 'Cause right now I got nothin.. ------------------------------------ I've come to ussumption.. realization.. or whatever.. That I need to go somewhere. Anywhere.. To get away.. From.. This.. Everything.. I'm tired of feeling like crap for no reason whatsoever. I'm tired of all the yelling, and I'm tired of.. everything.. I wish there was a way. to just end everything. Right now.. at this very moment.. 'Cause it sucks.. obviously.. I dont even know what EXACTLY it is that I'm tired of.. I just know.. that its killing me inside.... Oooo you know that feeling, where you feel hot.. but cold.. at the same time?.. And remember those panic attacks?... Oo.. Yes.. I hate them so.. And I blame my stupid overthinking for all this... .....yep.. meh.. I just dont feel like talking about it anymore.. though you dont know what IT is.. :P So. I will leave you with a song: "For You" In the grace of your love I writhe, writhe in pain In 666 ways I love you and I hope you feel the same I'm for you I'm for you I'm killing myself for your love and again all is lost In 777 ways I love you 'til my death do us apart I'm for you - and I'm dying for your love I'm for you - and my heaven is wherever you are I'm for you - and I'm dying for your love I'm for you - and my heaven is wherever you are In 666 ways I love you and my heaven is wherever you are I'm here for you - I am here for you I'm here for you - I am here for you I'm here for you - I am here for you I'm here for you - I am here for you ~two words one choice no regrets~