well. i saw my cooool jacket dude today. i liked his jacket he was wearin today too =D *thumbs up*. k now i woulda talked to him. but i didnt really know it was him. i wasnt sure. i mean i really thought it was. but.. he wasnt wearing black like he usually does and that threw me waaaay off. so. yea. but then when i finally realized it was him.. and i was feelin.. horrible. and. yea. anywho. i hope hes at church on sunday like either in the row infront or the row behind us so i can say somethin! =D anyway. so ive been feeling worse again. i hate it. i wish this would end.. not my life. i mean.. this.. whatever it is. oh well though.. whatever it is.. im sure i deserve it anyway... ____________________________________________________________ this poem took me a long time to write.. well not write. i found a title before i got a poem. so. tonight it just came to me.. so. here it is... sorry if you dont like it.. but.. really i dont care if you do or not.. no tears, no fears, just love you asked me if id save everything you ever gave me close to my heart i said i always will you asked me if i loved you i said you dont ever need to ask me if i love you theres no doubt in my mind that i always will you asked me if i felt safe when i was in your arms i said i always feel safe when im right next to you you asked me how i felt whever i know youre here it brings tears to my eyes just thinking of all youve done for me you asked me if id die for you i said i would, i said i will i promise this i say is true id let them take my life in a heartbeat -------------------------------------- ~two words one choice no regrets~