~403~ Everything Was Beautiful and Nothing Hurt

Yea I probly had that as an entry title already.. But oh well... And dont you just love feeling dead? Not like.. depressed kinda dead.. Just.. invisible kinda dead... Yep... I went to have lunch at my dads work with him, mum, and Fishy.. And uhhh Deedee was there. She told Fishy about her tattoo and stuff.. And that it costed about $1,000.. And its just at the top of her back, not REAL big, but, yea.. Aaaandd.. Tim.. Came in.. and said that Fishy and I have changed a LOT since he last saw us.. He must not have seen us in a few years... 'cause.. yea.. lol.. Yea.. And when we were getting our lunch at Schlotzkees (yea I probly spelled that wrong) this guy looked at me all weird like as he walked out the door.. Then he came back.. Look at me kinda odd again.. And then asked "Are you in a band?" lol.. I said no.. and he said he was just wondering.. But I found that quite odd... I wish I was in a band though. That'd be awesome.. ♥ **sigh** And theeeennnn.... yea thats about it.. oh and then, my mom took us driving, and I was pulling back. And our car went off the side of this steep hill, and we went rolling and I didnt slam on the break in time, and then we ran over some guy and killed him :( Okay not really. But in some me-sorta way.. That woulda been kinda funny.. =p HAVE A NICE DAY 22 Days til Tom Jones is here!! =p ~two words one choice no regrets~
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thank you!
sounds like fun. Wish my days would have more to do in them. I don't have any time except at night and noone I know is up at this time and they work while I sleep and I work while they sleep. t sucks I need to find something to do. Maybe I will go hangout somewhere and try to find some new friends. I know a quiet, but fun place close to here. oh well talk back at me. later
TN it sucks. I don't like it here its not like anything fun ever happens. I feel down I need a pickmeup. Know any good jokes or have aim? later
I am sorry tosa it but I have now put up another wall even stronger than before. I don't think anyone will ever make me feel now. That is both good and bad.good cause I won't get hurt, bad cause I won't feel anything good again. Death has to be easy cause life is hard. please talk to me so I don't die of boredom. see ya
I can't stand pain emotional or physical. I was content when I had a wall up b4, but then people on here made me remember everything and the wall came down, it really came down when a girl acted like she liked me. IDK I am fucked in the head how much can 1 person suffer in a lifetime? More than anyone should be able to. Life sucks.
Hey dylan AkA Deathdragon. I made a new name to talk to some people I know and others won't have a clue who I am. send a reply after you get my name so I can delete it.
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The wall is a simple yet effective way for me to deal with life. I sent you an entry from my new name I will probably use it more.
Have a nice day at work tomorrow baby!

I love you!
Ohh and please dont ever run me over :( That wouldnt be so funny, for me anyway lol...
lol ooooooooooooooo I wanna see =D that would be awesome....really it would....and..I WANNA DO SOMETHING THIS WEEKEND..after I get off work...of course..I LOVE YOU AIMEE!!!! (more than derrick) =P