I hate this.. I almost want to hate them.. Last night, Ishy and Trav talked about it.. Without me, 'cause the computer I was on wouldnt let Windows Messenger work.. grrr.. sooo, she pissed Trav off.. ha. ha. And everything he was saying just pissed me off. They all know I'm mad.. I just dont want to keep hurting him I didnt know me having a boyfriend and falling love would cost me my friends and everything too.. And nobody's making it any easier.. Not that its suposed to be easy, I dont expect it to be. But, if they actually cared they'd just shut up and let us be together and not have to do some background check "just to make sure he's not lying" WHEN HE'S NOT. ..This whoooooole thing, is stupid. And I dont want to say "I wish I never told them" 'cause I'm not going to hide him from them.. and... **sigh** yea... Anyway... I'm still dying to go to Ozzfest. But I dont have anybody to go with.. Yesterday, we went to Carls Jr.. we were going to start hanging out there 'cause it was quieter... But then, we started complaining about how quiet it was and moved to Taco Bell.. lol.. There's so much more to complain about there. Like those stupid lightswitches in the ceiling.. They bug me. ...Yea, you'd have to see them.. And at CJ.. the guy that works there......... he.... well.. lets just say he's an intresting individual......... lol. Yeaaaaa.. I'm bored now.. bah, and yesterday, I put sooooo much sunblock stuff on.. And I STILL managed to get burned a little.. GRRRR!! I'm still red a little on my right arm.. it SUUUCKS.. and heyyy, ya know what.. When I wake up in the morning.. I seriously look dead.. my eyes are all.. dark-ishly.. dead looking.. lol yea. anyway.. Fear Factory.. wooT I need to go to another local show soon. I hvent seen Zack's new band yet.. I should ask him when the next one will be.. yeeeesss.. ooooh and Rob too.. Ooookay. I'll be done talking now.. Have a nice day! Dont trip! Stay out of the highway! (unless you're in a car) Dont forget your pants! Watchout for the purple polka dotted people eaters! ♥ ~two words one choice no regrets~