~474~ siiiigh...

Listening to: Otep
Feeling: alive
This sucks. I had been meaning to go to church, to see the people I missed.. One in particular... her name's Sandy.. I loved her hugs. They were one of the main reasons I loved going there.. She was always happy, "AIMEE! WE'VE MISSED YOU!" We? You. Hardly any of them did. I dismissed it, "I missed you too!!" then we hugged. about two months went by with me saying that.. TWO MONTHS. Today I find out she was in a car accident a month ago, and since she had a special note thing from the doctor saying she cant wear a seatbelt, no airbags.. she was badly injurred. She started getting better and better.. then her heart stopped, and she got brain damage.. so they cut the chord.. I KNEW i shoulda gone. just to get one last hug. but i never did, "I'll just go next sunday"... thats all i said.. dude this sounds like something you'd read in Chicken Soup for the Soul.. she died 4 days ago.. the memorial service is being held on saturday. I'm going. I'm not missing my last chance to say goodbye. Not again. ~two words one choice no regrets~
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aimee, when you get this. you should IM me on aim

NeverEndingMatti

or myspace message me

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