Listening to: Otep
Feeling: alive
This sucks. I had been meaning to go to church, to see the people I missed..
One in particular... her name's Sandy..
I loved her hugs. They were one of the main reasons I loved going there.. She was always happy, "AIMEE! WE'VE MISSED YOU!"
We? You. Hardly any of them did.
I dismissed it, "I missed you too!!" then we hugged.
about two months went by with me saying that.. TWO MONTHS.
Today I find out she was in a car accident a month ago, and since she had a special note thing from the doctor saying she cant wear a seatbelt, no airbags.. she was badly injurred. She started getting better and better.. then her heart stopped, and she got brain damage.. so they cut the chord..
I KNEW i shoulda gone. just to get one last hug. but i never did, "I'll just go next sunday"... thats all i said..
dude this sounds like something you'd read in Chicken Soup for the Soul..
she died 4 days ago.. the memorial service is being held on saturday. I'm going. I'm not missing my last chance to say goodbye. Not again.
~two words one choice no regrets~
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