but i feel like i shouldnt be here. not "here" like on earth but here like... where i am.. in life. not city/town or whatever.. but sometimes i do feel like where i am at the time.. like youth group for instance i felt like i wasnt suposed to be there. like i should be doing something else instead of that.. i just feel like somethings missing. but i cant figure out what that something is.. i wish i had someone here (irl) to talk to.. but i cant find anybody.. i have a couple people in mind. but. one is leaving. and.. i.. dont know.. im. all confused.. and the reason my mood is gothic is cause.. i heard goths are usually out of place, or in the corner, no one to talk to.. so. yea.. even theyre not. thats how i am.. so.. ...yea..... ":( youre not a nobody. youre my brotha. a really cool guy who i want to hang out with :) ..twould be fuuun. youre Gods child. loved by Him.. and if you dont care if anybody likes/loves you... you should care that He does.. GOD LOVES YOU! JESUS LOVES YOU! what more could you want/need? Hes always there when you need Him. never talks bad about you. right by your side every step of the way. even when you think nobody else does, HE DOES" ..i dont see how someone could still think theyre not loved.. even after all they know from what i said right there... ~two words one choice no regrets~