Yea, NICE! This sucks. I was doin really really well. Anybody remember feelin SPIFFY every flipping day? Yea. Its over. Why? Ask him. Gawd, KAREN! She's such a douche.. Not really. I dont know a karen (other than my aunt). Point being, I never thought I could be mad at Josh, 'cause he was that cool (of a FRIEND). but no. It pisses me off. I know he likes me. You know I *want* to like him (but cant). But he doesnt have to fucking shove him and Megan in my fucking face. The way he looks at me when he's with her "haa, look what I got" He doesnt even know. He says I'M the one being mean to HIM WHAT?! Someone shit on the coats. He says I've been distant, but I've been the same way as I've been since the DAY i met him. How is that distant? Minus the days I was sick, I havent changed. Just been depressed now.. Why? Dont ask... And here Leah thought he was a great guy. The way he's been acting, she also thinks he's an arse. A big one. But its fine. I still like being his friend. Well. When I'm not mad at him that is.. His friends are cool. Badger I'VE FINALLY SEEN THE BADGER DANCE!! heck yes! Not what I expected, I heard it was a little diffrent. But ah, well. Atleast I've seen it. But man. This Jon guy.. Wooooo!!! He likes it kinky too.... Trust me. I know.... He's fun. Then there's Mike. Hail yes! He's joined our circle of repeating lines from movies/Dane Cook. Oohhhhhh yeeeaaaaaa ~ (Matt impression) Ahhhh... I like that group.. Oh oh!! Cant forget Jordin. He's really awesome. Looks like Manson, haha. I heart him ♥ (not like that you foo's) Mkay. Now. Target. Yesterday. I had to do carts, cashiering, AND push. Never TOUCHED my section til the last HOUR it was closed (9pm). And we got out at midnight. Michele thought she was gonna get fired, but apparently didnt. Because she wont do push, and everyone else does.... yea... But I dont complain, 'cause I like doing Push. I just hate not being able to do my section/department, which results us into leaving so late. We've lost 4 people in the last few days. But also we're gonna have 250 Team Members by the end of October. That's 75 more than last year. And none of them better quit. And they better be spiffy and nice, and hott (not physically). Josh is mad at ME because I'm mad at him, and 'cause of something really stupid I did and probly shouldnt have (Chet, you'll be mad too).. Yea, NICE! So. That's what's goin on in this life. Michele and I are goin to see Corpse Bride on Thursday (yes. Again). Squirrel is moving down south to work at Disneyland, and I shall miss him greatly. We're (me, Fishy, Leah and Chris) are goin down there next year. Just for the hell of it. Chris! I havent said anything about him... I heart him so!! He's got potential to be the bestest friend ever. He's 23, hardcore (HAIL yes!), likes GOOD music (NiN included), he likes the beach, SINGS (woah), he's fun, and likes the Dane Train. ooohhhhhh yeeaaaaaaa. He's got probs jus like I do, haha. So, he's good to help me :) K that's all for now. I'll call you later. ~two words one choice no regrets~