I found. the car of my dreams.. i found it a couple months ago.. its the awesomest thing ever. its only $3200! and my DAD has to crush my dreams into peices!! PEICES! did i spell that right?.. When i first saw it.. it was $11999 but they lowered it :) and i showed my dad tonight. and he was concidering it.. but then he said its deisel.. who gives a flyin crap if its deisel!! I WANT THAT CAR! ..technically, its not a car. suv?.. i think.. its a blazer.. oooo i want that car ;_____; *sob* POLO CAME TO TOWN!!!! yay! :) and! Levi, niiiice hair. tis an afro. its even cooler 'cause its red. AND! kyle came to town~! wheeeee~ and ummm.. yea.. gonna see Polo again on sunday.. and umm.. yea.. we stalked people today! but everytime, we lost them in Cheap Thrills. grrrr.. oh well. i'm tired.. *sleeps* ..COMMENT PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! --------------------------------- oh and you know what i I really hate? everybody seems to be talking behind my back about this depression thing. for the last time. i'm not depressed -... anymore.. but i havent been for a while, and people still think i am. i find out from my dad today, just before going to youth group. that him and my mom have been talking about this stupid thing. he said my mom keeps asking why i dont go to youth group 'cause she thinks i am, 'cause i dont have people to be around and be with and crap. he said thats why she's depressed. 'cause she doesnt have friends to be with.. or.. something like that. i dont see why people cant just say it to my face, instead of talking behind my back about it.... no wonder i want to leave this place so bad ~two words one choice no regrets~