Listening to: sugarcult
Feeling: horrible
my bro asked meh to ask my sis if she still thought he was still gonna do that thang that "starts with an s" and i asked her. and she said "yes!".. and i asked her what it was, i was thinkin he was talkin about sex.. but.. he wasnt.. he was talking about suicide.. i already lost a brother. i mean he didnt committ suicide. and im not too sure if it was a brother, but i say it was.. (it was never born.. long story.. dont wanna talk about it).. anyways. the point is, i still lost a brother (/sibling) and i cant lose another one.. too much pain already.. i just.. dont know what to do. to help him..
and.. i still feel horrible..
oh! and i hate talking about boobs with my dad. lol... oy. he was askin what we thought about my aunt getting a boob job, and.. stuff.. and if we thought it was ok.. but. i dont agree with what they do. but it is their choice..
~two words one choice no regrets~
aww, *hugs* I hope he doesn't do suicide.. I never agreed with suicide.. it's just sad how some people think it's a way out. :(
aww, can't sleep, must stay awake. :D time cheated me tonight! hehe
"yes, can't you see them?"
them: "how are'ya?"
me: "I'm okie, I guess.. doctor says I'm dying though. ;__; "
^~ lol it's was mean though (i'm bad) hehe.. so I only did it to the ones I thought could take it as a joke. :D
fun fun~