Haha. i feel vain. not really. but Andrew broke up with me on Wednesday, to which i say blah. I dunno how i feel about it. i have mixed emotions about it. at first, i wanted him to break up with me, but then he grew on me...like a fungus you know? Always there but when its gone, it feels like someone took a scalpal and yanked it out of you. I miss him. a lot. i duno what to do now. its like no guy can ever come close to as we were. I leave for Florida today, to which I say YAY! in approximately seven hours and twenty minutes!!! I was going to defy my parents and dye my hair, but i decided not to. Im in communications and supposed to be doing essay corrections but i decided to do it last night on MY computer in MY room that Danyou gave me, to which I say thanks. Im still not really over Andrew and its really sad. He tried to break up with me at school on Wednesday. He was like We need to talk and I looked at him, Laughed and walked away. I felt really bad for laughing at him. THen he called me and i was DREADING calling him back, but i did. He said the same thing and I was like yeah we do. then he goes i dont think were working out. to which i said me either and then he was like would you rather we try to work things out or break up and i asked him what he would rather do. and he was like break up so i guess that was it. and then i was likek bye. I called him back n i think i was like youre really sweet and everything and im sorry for being sucha a bitch. I felt bad. really bad. then we talked for like a few hours after that and i felt bad. He like kept brinigng up cheerleaders which made me feel like CRAP in a TOILET! Then,which really pissed me off was the fact that instead of just BREAKING UP WITH ME! he just killed me by telling like NINE of my friends...that kills!