Once again, i feel abandoned. i live two hours from every fucking person i care about and every fucking party. i mean yeah i was invited to jess's but still i mean ...i didnt get to go. so yeha. you know how you feel when youre not invited to a partty and all your friends are invited, i mean i was invited but i didnt get to go. i mean i sat on mt ass all day yesterday and they were all there even JAKE was in Willmar and he doesnt even live there. i guess im just homesick. i didnt think it would suck this bad..... even though ive seen jake once, i really rteally miss him omg jenna made out with jake at least onceAT LEAST! i dunno if they did on thursday when he drove her home from my party. but i thinkk...ii dunno i cant really say anything.