you have no idea how hard it is to go through life with your best friends at least a phone call away i miss nicknames i miss inside jokes i literally almost called carlee to see if she wanted us to pick her up to go to the marching band concert this evening. i talk to them via msn or telephone. but its not the same. watch the night sky fading red. gawl. its tough to go to school and be all like..uncertain of where to go...i mean, normally i go to the tree, but if tyler or kommer or james or like anyone i know isnt there. im sort of lost. its hard to know how to explain. i feel like a lost puppy in a way. i feel bad for Erik. hes pretty sure ashley satimi and her whorish ways are over. but i saw her a little close for comfort with a guy that wasn't erik on the way to lunch. i mean, now what? do i tell him? do i keep it a secret?i don't know. but i think if i tell him, he'll just think im just being jealous or whatever. but im not. i mean i used to like him. but now i dont. i mean...its ERIK. BLAH and now radioblogclub has no more GOOD something corporate songs, so i had to download limewire. aarg.