Hello, folks. I feel like. a dirty whore. thats how i describe it anyway. Why wont he break up with Sam? thats about all i ever think about right now is andrew. and i hate it. i think its funny how he like...wont break up with her because he doesnt want to hurt her feelings, but then he says he doesnt want to hurt mine either, HOW CAN HE SAY THAT WHEN HES BREAKING MY HEART?!?!?!it hurts, oh, it hurts so bad. ive been swallowed. Ive been...i duno whatd youd call it...Oh, it hurts, it hurts so bad. its gotten so bad its not emotional anymore, its turned into a physical pain...when i see him its like...i start to hyperventilate.my heart skips a beat.oh, mother, why? WHY?!