i wanted to stay. i knew only good things could happen... first. he's a model. second. he's hot. third. he's amazing. my sister is so annoying. shes fourteen. she shouldn't be hanging out with eighteen year olds. Eighteen Year Olds that Are My Friends. ohh,. and whatev. i dont give up im just going on vacation. so. don't go allowing yourself to be brainwashed whilst i'm away. and no that wasn't meant to be evil. [there's only us, only tonite, we must let go to know what's right, no other course, no other way, no day but today+]- i was going to leave this alone. but now i feel it nessecary to say: i can't believe you. we were really close friends. you've changed and not for the better. you would have never done something like that when i knew you. i feel like i dont even know you anymore.. and to justify myself to why this has even began: it hurt my feelings...welll i dont know exactly what about it hurt my feelings. i try to see as many people as i can everytime im down there. and who was i honestly wishing to call me? everyone with a cell phone. i feel like pretty much everyone there has forgotten me. honestly, im not the only one with a cell phone, yet when mine gets taken away i have no contact with anyone from there. i considered you to be my best friends. and yet, when was the last time you called me? i think it was, erm, october? and when was the last time she called me? easily january.even some of my other super good friends i havent heard from in quite a while. and it hurts to feel forgotten by the people you used to know everything about adn cant even tell you waht they're up to now days. i used to think i was perhaps blowing this out of porportion, but now it seems right.