today was pretty much the worst day i've had in a long time. i really want to go to willmar. tomorrow. adn i dont want to go to school or the dentist. i just wanna run back i said i'd try to be back for it.you dont even want to try to have it. you'd rather go wtih him than wiht us. we understand., and even when you're with us. there's this truth in your eyes thats saying "i'd rather be there, wtih him" we all understand. its hard to understand the two of you though. look at it this way. he's gone. she's there. he dislikes me, but doesn't treat me that way. she hates me and lets everyone know it. i don't want to go. we're not doing anything. literally. same thing with today. i spent the whole hour doing nothing but singing Cowboy Songs & other American frontier pastimes. though i dont understand your mother. how long have you had your liscence? yes four months adn before that how long did you drivE? i see...eleven months. so i dont understand the negative attitude. and you wish to explain your reasoning for reminding me that my life's not so bad, when really it feels like i'm the worst off of anyone. and you why do you like her? i dont understand. dont you see what you're like when youre with her? its not good, no no good. none of us, your friends like her can't you see we know what's best? or maybe we're wrong i dont know the two of you just dont seem compatible. and me. to start with me would be to start a seziure of mass mediocrity.