i can understand how you can say you dont know me. i dont even know me anymore. i've always felt like i was two people in one body. One loud and boisterous, the other quiet and reserved.It's hard to explain, but it's how i live. But to me, I was well-known/well-liked in willmar. but here...here, i'm just an import. I felt like there i had so many more friends adn they were closer, greater. There i was so sure of myself. Knew who to play in order to get what i wanted, sorry guys. Knew who to turn to when different things went wrong, so many of you were specialists in different things. I knew all of you so well, inside adn out. And now here i am, with my heart on my sleeve, so much could go wrong. so much HAS gone wrong. i miss you all so much there;s not a day that goes by when i dont think about you. And now here I am, failing classes, when last year, i had a 3.9 GPA. Is this the same me? I dont know. i feel so bad, picking unfair fights, involving people who dont need this. I dont need this. Im such a horrible person. the more reserved side of me just wants to crawl up and take what people throw at me. but i take it to heart and fight back. unfairly. J&J&S-i'm sorry

ANYONE WANNA GO TO ALEX FIRDAY TO SEE THE ONES AND ONLYS? [and by go i mean drive with me] [and by the ones and onlys i mean THE CHILDREN] Ps[i need some dates for the warehouse]