And fcku you too.

by punksunstarz
Feeling: orgasmic
Im britanny. i've changed. a lot. more lately. and now. its naptime. im telling jazzy's friend that her boyfriend lacks a penis. which she agrees with. as do i. and now i think

JEFF ARE WE GOING TO PROM!

we are. please? i smell good. no one calls me. call me. alana makes me jealous. i wish I went tothe children concert. but i've gone to two in the past two weeks which was stellar rad and now i feel like im lacking in the children seeing section of my life.

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i hate how you never include me in on things...ever.

i dont know what to do because i feel like your mad at me somehow? or your going to get mad at me.

why dont you ever talk to me?

you always talk to carlee like everynight.

why are me and alana the ones who are always left behind?

even more me, why am i left so much farther behind?

you never include me in on anything.

and i dont meant to make you feel bad or anyhting,
but life's been getting shitty here. and i wish you were here because you were who i told ALOT of things to...

but it seems like you dont even want to talk about things anymore.

i miss you sooooo much and i dont want anything to happen briti.

im scared. scared that what happened to alexa is going to happen to us. i dont want that. i dont know what i would do without you in my life.

and even if you say it wont and that nothing will change, it will it is, and it has....youre changing and making friends, which means you are also hanging out with different people with different personalities, and doing alot less with us, which means soon you will totally move on, and sooner or later, that will happen, not saying that we still wont hang out, but i dont want it to be like alexa...where when we talk, there's awkwardness.
i could say alot more, but ill just keep it inside because i dont want anyhting to change? whatever im pissing myself off.

and you cant be mad at alana.......because thats who you wanted to talk to....didnt call you

we didnt have a phone.


...but why is it, that im always the last one you want to talk to?

you know i am. i know i am. you would rather talk to anyone else in willmar before me. thats how it is when we are with you to. i hang out with madi because you guys make fun of me because im preppier. im sorry. im sorry for everything.

that comment you left me made me feel like shit on so many different levels. maybe because everyhting this week has made me feel like shit.

talk to me please...
you two should go to prom that would be way cool.. ugh we had a orchestra concert today and it kept bringing back memories of you and i was sad.. i remember making faces at each other when sitting there and stivers would say something gay lol and ya know what ya we have a new three day rotation which is mondo gay cuz brau has taking control waaaay too much he's all gay and everything..

-jess i love you