yeah, well i never got called to go in, which i'm kinda glad about. i ended up really not feelin like it. so i ended up at the coffeehouse, i was sittin there for awhile reading the Faerie Queene and drawing a bit. random friends came and went so that was cool. i actually still have something written on the back of my neck that i really should check out and see what it says. silly rob. byron was there for awhile. and its odd, because byron really hasn't paid much attention to me since we stopped going out, but he was being super talkative and friendly and flirty tonight. perhaps he's hit a dry spell, but nevertheless its odd. also, mark showed up for a bit, and i called him to be silly right after he left, and he mentioned that he was going on a date. damn that jealousy, i felt it swell. the trick about that situation though, is that i have no right to be jealous, because even though i have a big crush on him, and have for sometime, i've already decided that there's no way i'd pursue it. this is because i have a habit of not following through with people i date or just screwing something up, and i like him way to much as a friend to risk it. he deserves to be happy, he really does, i know how much he hates to be alone. so i'll deal. the coolest thing did happen tonight though, it was such an incredable ego boost. rob was telling me how he conducted an informal poll, and i was ranked in the top five hottest chicks at the coffeehouse. awwww yeah.