oh man. so lately, i've be maintaining my huge crush on mark, and thats pretty much it. other than that, i've gone on another sabbatical from boys,a nd the only reason the mark thing is ok, is that i know nothing will happen. so this seemed like it was gonna work ok, but then....tonight....this guy comes into the coffeehouse....and he was SO HOT. and after some highly adorable interchange, we got to talking. then got to walking in the park, and then.....making out....and then when he dropped me off in his van, well, more fun was had. and my willpower was holding out so well...not. ah well. he's gorgeous. he was fun. hopefully we will chill again. unfortunately he goes back to college in TEXAS on the tenth of January. on another note, my birthday is in three days. yay for xmas.