dad called me today =) he sounds good and i think he finally understands that its going to take time. i hope i see him this weekend. i feel terrible. i havent really gotten to talk to devin and my only time is, is in art. and since ive been in pain from gymnastics and cheering, ive kinda been not the happy person i usually am =/ i really have to take him shopping cuz i never got him a b-ay present. i kno its sad. but i still love him =) he will always be my baby =) love you dad love you dev rach <3