uhhhhhh friday was like cool beansness. lol. had an awesome day at school. then came home and got ready for the football game. gooooooood times man. hung out with the 'posse' nicole and i made. haha. it was me, nicole, kyle, scott, katalynn and gina. too funny. we are so weird i love it ¢¾. thennnn i went to katalynn's house to sleep over with gina. omg. too funny. gina and i are getting a weiner dog and making it eat so its fat as anything. then we are going to put a tredmill on really high speed then shoot it across the room into gina's fridge. lmao. then we are going to bowl with it and put it on the tredmill again and make it knock down pins. hahahahahahahaahahahaha we are nutssssssss. sooo last night i went with gina and steph to the movies. we saw Just Like Heaven. sad/comdey/happy movie. but guess who else was there? our rivals. and of course they have to sit right behind us and be total gayness. w.e we got over it. then we were talking to the little hopatcong people and this kid started talking to us about some gayness i cant remember. haha. weirdddddddd. then we went back to stephs house and chilled. i was REALLYYY hyper so i jumped around like a compleye idiot cuz im just uber cool. lol. then we had to take gina home :( sad faceeeee. but we had some good times. then i went back with steph and we got ready for bed.. laid in bed and talked about how much we miss our boys and want them back and no matter how hard we try to forget em, its going to be extreamly hard. uhhhh i cant get him off my mind. like i was reading old convos i had saved cuz im like retarted and at one point he had come back from and away and was like "babe, i love you" idk why but i was just like wow. i had him and now hes gone and i could have been friends with him and been happy for him and that we were atleast friends. but no. oh well. what can i do ya know? i just feel like i need him in my life. weather as a friend or boyfriend. weve just been there for eachother for a while and its not something you can just let go right away. i just hope he thinks about me sometimes too. even if its bad. atleast he thought about me. god i sound really desperate. crap. just this whole day has been like I NEED HIM. rach..