alright so today officially SUCKED. i was sick and i swear i was dying. idc what nick says. haha. but yea. 1st - had a quiz.. hope i did good. 2nd - made crepes. they were actually pretty good. 3rd - had a nutrition exam. got to use our notes, so rachel passed.. hopefully.. 4th - math test. i hate that class now. but we all cheated so hopefully we all will do somewhat good. 5th - today was boring in lunch. idk why but it just was. 6th - talked to Denis and realized hes pretty cool. got my work done early so yea i sat there curled up in a ball and did nothing. 7th - went over vocab. did questions on Life of Pi. 8th - took map quiz without word bank, so i basically failed it. fun fun. love failing in that class. then worked on this religion thing for India. so weird. yea. so i was sick and just everything was getting on my nerves. i just gave everyone an attitude today. yea its bad, but i couldnt help it. i was rebeling today. im sick of being the nice girl who does everything nice for everyone. im sick of always sitting on the back burner. if you get that. im always putting other people first. i guess i thrive off of other peoples happiness sometimes. im glad i have the old scott back. its nice to see him normal. nick walked me home for the past two days. it was nice :) hes a cool beans person. or hot baked beans as he prefers. well, idk what to do about boys any more. i want you but you dont want me. so what am i supposed to do? sit and wait? idk. i dont think i can sit here and wait again. who knows. kim gave me this ring today. i mean i have to pay her for it, but its hott. i like it. its cuute. tonight was the season finale of LOST. i LOVE that show. im gonna miss it :( but when the 1st season comes out im SO getting it. haha. alright, its like 10:30 and rachiee didnt go to bed till 2 this morning. so i think i should get some sleep. night skeetbags!! x33