you think you have me all firgured out dont you. well you dont know the half of it. forget about what e v e r y b o d y wants . . . forget about what I want . . . forget about what t h e y want . . . forget about what your p a r e n t s want . . . ? ? what do y o u want ? ? its perfect for you. you cant even tell me what you want. and if its what you want, then do it. no one is stopping you. why cant you make your own decisios? why should mine be such an influence to you? you make me so mad. i still want what we had but you being like this is making me think your a jerk. stop please. just stop. you need to figure out your problems and then come back to me with what you want cuz im sick of talking to you and fighting. i want a normal conversation. like the ones we used to have. im sure you remember them. and so help me if you do what you said. just talking, even THINKING about it makes me sick. i hate that. please dont. if you read this.. and you know who you are.. then tell me whats wrong. tell me what i did. please ? no one ask who this is about cuz im not gonna tell you. im just not in the mood and its between me and this person. sorry.