wow... devin..if you are reading this.. you have no idea how much i just want to kiss you and make you realize how much i love you. today was an interesting day.. lunch was kinda pissy, but kenny and ryder was so fun to me.. just fooling around making pinatas. you singing made me smile so much.. seeing you smile makes me smile. i love having fun with you like that. your just the cutest person. i miss being with you and sharing time with you. why cant you see that i love you. do you even remember that im still upset and i wish you were still in my arms? do you feel the same?.. god i hope you do.. raCh