alright, so monday my dad is getting his hip surgery. im kinda nervous, kinda not. idk. i just kinda dont wanna see him back in the hospital. and considering its so close to the accident date, its just beings back memories. idk. any help? =/ i guess ill deal with it. i love him so much, i dont think he even realizes it. he spends so much time yelling, he dosent see how much i care for him. i just hope this surgery is going to help with things. please pray for him. thanks um, tomorrow, im going to my aunts and BECCAS NOT GONNA BE THERE =O not cool!! but then later that night her and her family are coming up and staying over at my grandmas and we are gonna sleep over and they will be there for my dads surgery. hope we have fun. well.. im making a chocolate cake cuz we made one at meshas yesterday and i didnt get to eat it =/ so i decided i needed it!! haha. im so fat i love it. any way. and im finishing up dying my eggs. im such a little kid. and yes mesha, we are STILL having the egg hunt. lmafo. love us. but yea. i hope the rest of this weekend is all good. well, my cake is done!! yaya :) write more later x33