wow, today was fun. i actually really did. maybe cuz of the weather!? 1st - test. i really hope i did good. 2nd - milk test. got a 76? sucky. but its cooking. 3rd - watched a movie about AIDS and how it started in gay men. 4th - did NOTHING. i LOVED it. talked with a bunch of people about boobs. 5th - quite boring lunch today, i must admit. 6th - did hardly anything cuz like no one was there. it was an amazing spanish period. 7th - took vocab test, hope i did somewhat ok. then started this gay Indian movie. 8th - fire drill ( tried to tie meshas shoe like 5000000 times. haha ), more movie, and mesha and i were cracking up watching mrs/ kenny fall asleep during the movie. too too funny :P it was GORGEOUS out today. steph and i walked to my house, waited for my dad and then he drove us to her house. there, we tried to sun bath, but there was no sun =( so we just sat inside for a while and came up with the bright idea to lay in the sun in the front. lol. that we did. the sun worn me out. im like blahhhh. good times =P after stephs, my mom came and picked me up. then we went out to dinner for my grandma. it was quite fun. but i realized there is like a stain on my skirt somewhere. oh well. then we went back to my grandmas house and had the best cake EVER. haha. it was awesome. i just got home about an hour ago. so thats like not " just got home " haha. well i found out the hot tub was now working and i was kinda stressed so i went in. ooooh it felt sooo sooo good. haha. i think im gonna ask my parents that instead of going to school the last day, if i can just have a bunch of people over and chill at my house. it would be a good time =P well, its currently 11:57 pm. i think i should get some sleep altought i cant get you off my mind =X why did you have to do this? im sorry for what i did.. we could have gotten through it, but i guess im not good enough. what happened to " ever since i saw you " and " ive been waiting forever for this " ? what happened? you can have it back, but idk when your gonna want it. you make it seem like NOTHING is ever gonna get better =/ please helppp x33 Rachiee i love you..