wow. alot has happened since like uhh.. idk when. along time ago. thats all i know. any way. monday, school was gay. nothing exciting. saw nick. yay. then went to pratice and we played the best game ever called SHIT and it was just hilarious and i cant remember what else. yesterday, tuesday, was an intersting day. said some things at pratice i shouldnt have but im forgiven and im glad. i love you my lover :). miller and i yelled at eachother, but it was fun cuz weve known eachother since 4th grade and STILL calls me Ratchet. kinda sad :/ oh, and nick wrote me this note that was really funny and he was just hyper and it was a cuute note. i love himmmmm. today, school was boring. came in early for nick and hung out with him. then had shram and then cooking where sal and i cheated on our tests.. like usual. then for the beginning of 3rd period, i went and made my schedule for next year. im in all honors classes, even spanish!! ahhhh. then i asked for cooking.. again. but chorus for my second choice. if i change my mind, ill just get w.e else i want. umm.. pratice today was weird. we went outside in the freezing weather, and cota hit us balls and we had to catch em.. and we played OUT. we were all dying but they finally let us inside. indside, we did some weird outfield thing. then we ran, and put everything away for the night, and we were done. then i got home, talked online for a bit, ate dinner, then called nick :) x33 and then came down here and then went back upstairs and got ready for bed, and now im here. im gonna call nick later cuz now he doesnt have morning pratice. yay!! that was annoying.. kinda. but i love him. well, this saturday is our 1 month!!! yay. and im getting my hair cut so it should be a fun day. tomorrow is not only St. Patrick's Day, but the day Nick and I met and had our first dance and he kissed me on the cheek. yea im a loser and remember stuff like that, but hey. its fine. well im gonna go. IM me on lets go love x33 is you wanna talk.. i love you nick!! 2/19/05 x33 3 days babe!!