well, this weekend is filled with homework. im suprised i even have time right now. its like 7:30 and ive been working on this ryder project since like 1 this afternoon. hmm. the past few days have been emotional for me. i cry at everything sad in my life. i was talking to mesha, and i started to rear up. wtf is that about? i couldnt even look my dad int he eyes cuz i was tearing up at what he was saying. arg. idk.. i just need a crying session with becca. gosh, i wish we lived closer. love her to death the lonely one