wow. i love my life right now. nick is in it so lifes pretty dang great. i went to his house today for the first time. met his dad and mom so yea and then we watched harold and kumar go to white castle. interesting movie. then we just hung out.. listened to some music and just enjoyed eachothers company. i liked it.. no.. i LOVED it. being with him was just amazing. knowing he was in the room right next to me and all mine to hug and kiss and just be me is unbelievable. at one point i was sitting at his computer and he was on his bed and i was just looking at him and then he looked at me and i smiled and he asked what and i said nothing. but at that exact point, i knew i wouldnt, couldnt let him go. hes mine and i have forever to spend with him. ahh i cant wait. haha. just thinking about it, him even brings a huge smile to my face. i could write about him forever but i dont wanna make you think im a stalker. haha. well the point is i love you nick. dont ever think different. well this weekend should be amazing. Maryland with my Cats. oh baby! should be amazing. then after that, becca and i are going to the Ryan Cabrera concert. it was mesha and i but mesha couldnt go. i love her so much though. but yea. its gonna be amazing. i think my mom might let becca stay over and we can just do whatever on monday cuz i kno we are gonna be tired. well i hope i have an amazing weekend. wish us luck! love you all x33 Rachiee