um.. Im leaving on Sunday I wanna leave but I dont. I wanna see all of my friends and get back to what I think is normal NJ. California is just to crazy. But then on the other end, I wanna stay with my dad and watch him progress. When I was at the hospital today, my mom and I were talking to him and he started to move his arm as if to touch me. But his hand is broken but I get the idea. Then, he moved his head and was "looking" at me. His face was turned toward me and I was like crying inside with happiness. It just lets me know that he can hear us and knows we love him. I would just like him to open his eyes before I leave. It would be the nicest thing. Also, he would be able to see how we look. After all, the accident did mess us up! :/ Any way, I'm going to miss my mom and dad. Seeing them like they are and just leaving them is going to be hard. Eecially since my mom isn't able to drive for like 2 months. Who knows. Well Im gonna go do sumthin write later. Rach