ok. life has been pretty screwy. nothing has been going my way but when does it ever? things have been going on with some people and its just gay things. i wish it would all stop and everything could finally be ok. well my dad is sick. he took a fall and now he is sick and yesterday he had to go snow plowing. he had no plow cuz it broke down, and they only had the snow blowers. they had four origionally and then it was down to one. my dad has 35 houses to do. how insane. but they did all but 5 last night. he isnt in the greatest shape and i just want him to rest and get better. =/ as for the guys in my life. who knows. its sucking pretty hard dick. so whatever. incase i didnt write it before.. i went to Kaits house the other night. we had ribs!! =P it was an amazing time. watched Cinderella.. the one with the real people. amazing! i had an awesome phone call too. yay. well.. i think im gonna go and look for stuff for mesha cuz i love her. and talk to john cuz im cool like that. <33 Rachiee