i actually think im over you. you become less and less appealing to me everyday. sry if that sounds mean but idk... i dont like you any more. lol. i want my present so i can say thank you and get it over with. go with your friends and have fun. have sex with whoever cuz its like your life goal. idc. and im really excited i dont care!!!!!!!!!!!! its an accomplishment and im proud of myself. time to move on =] just like you did.. today was so so. not much happened. i was told i was ugly.. cant argue with that. w.e. im not expecting people to think im hott. cuz i know im not. ive have one real boy friend who thinks im physco. so idc. as long as we are friends.. im cool with it. i wrote about Mesha in my journal entry today in Kenny =]. shes like the coolest person. shes the only one i can trust here in Hopatcong. the only one whos been there to comfort me when some people are that nice. i love her =] i can tell her anything and i know its safe with her. bffl =] =] ill write more later.. ive got a TON of homework!! <3 Rachy =]