today was jus another day at school. depressed and sad. only a certain few can make me happy. and when they do, i try and make it funny as long as i can. well i wrote something for devin a while ago and jus didnt finish it until today. mesha gave it to him and he read it and it didnt seem to move him. its jus really over. i wanted my hug today that he said i could have last night, but i didnt get it. i never get what i want. its an unfair life i guess. everday we just grow more and more apart and i cant take it. im loosing my best friend. well im shaking at the thought of us not together any more. nothing is new. i love you and i guess i always will. a piece of my heart is always going to be with you no matter what. even if you grow to hate me, just remember what we have been through and how long we loved eachother. i love you unbreak my heart.. rach