well, things havent been going that well. the whole world pratically knows. oh well. i cant complain about it. its kinda my fault any way. and i dont think ive ever heard this many "im sorry"'s in forver. THERE IS NO NEED TO BE SORRY. lol. its not YOUR fault. its MINE. all MINE. well, school is nearing the end. how exciting!!! its awesome. i CANT wait. the only thing i worry about is finals =X but im really going to study for them. cuz it may only count for 10% of your grade, but still. i just wanna do good. since next year is gonna be really really hard!!! well last night, i went to the movies with mesha, jami and meg p!! we saw monster in law. great movie! but the highlight of the night was when mesha and i were hit on by this guy that was like 40. he thought we were 17. do we really look like we are 17??? i dont think so. w.e it was really weird though. but after, we all slept over jami's. good times. more talking about our boobs and just reading letters from kids that killed themselves. lol. wow. so weird. but then this morning i work to mesha yelling about a spider being on the floor. it was pretty big, i must admit. but we killed it. i think its still sitting on her floor. wow, we are CHICKENS!! i burnt my bagel for breakfast like the idiot i am =X you love me :P well today, im not sure what im doing. prob homework. my daddy said i can do stuff tonight, if any one is interested. well im gonna go shower cuz im GROSS. bye loves Rach