today we had my brothers cermony. it was soo cool. it sounds loserish but it was actually fun. all these awards by the mayors and such were given. and then there was this book that had like 50 letters in it from people who were congratulating my brother. it was soo cool. becca and i, of course, sat at the kid table. the most annoying table there ever was. and everyone was looking at us cuz we were so loud. well not we as in becca and i, but as in the little annoying ones. except for matty = ) hes the coolest. lol and while the reception was going on, becca gave me a card. it was the cutest card about how its gonna be ok.. because of the break up. and then she had 4 pages of quotes and movie lines and stuff about love. it made me see how much she really does care. and that dev and i maybe arent ment for eachother. but then again we could be. all i know is that God has a plan for me and who i am going to marry and date. and who is going to hurt me the most. thank you Becca.. coming into the clear.. rach