hey today is sunday 2morrow is the first day of spring break n i was so excited till later today when i found out my mom got fired....shes been sick fer so long n the doctors cant find out whts wrong with her....they never can she gets sick every year n she never gets better n it totally sucks. n everybody thinks i have this fucking wonderful life, well i gotta a newsflash fer y'all I DONT! nothing is every right every1 is always fighting my sister is never home....nuthin is ever right nemore. and to make it worst my best frend is dying n it totally sucks cuz shes the only frend that iv had ther all the time i can tell him nething yea it may seem cheesy but my best frend is my dog n my dad keeps telling every1 hes like yea we got an old dog n hes gonna be gone soon n its like shut the fuck up!!!!! n then i have an older sister n shes never around n only thinks of her n she thinks shes got problems when she aint got dilly squat. its just hard to keep a smile on nemore when iv been hiding my feelings fer so long i dont know wht to do nemore..... n im sure if some of u pplz r readin this n r like she dont know shit well i guess i dont but then again u dont know my shit so yea i think im gonna go u dont wanna here my whine nemore bye world.. ~Neen~