Listening to: dont go away-gwen stafani
Feeling: awful
hey......well today started off really good till 6th hour when i got my grade frum my teacher i got a "F" n i know i cant show my parents specially' my dad...cuz i know he will yell at me n everytime its y dont u get better grades gosh u could be gettings a why couldnt u be like kristin, kristin did this kristin did taht..........it just sucks n thers so much more pain hidden behing my smile but im smiling just trying to hide pain n then after that ud think it couldnt get worse but it does i go to my gym locker n ther in permanant marker is "i hate u!" i just felt like dying rite then n ther n then my frend tammy cam up to me n is like r u ok? n im like no i told her to look at my locker n shes like oh u know who did it! n im like no i get disrespected alot n i dont do nething do deserve it all or at least not that i think so! u can even ask my frends im not a bad person or nething n i get treated like shit its just not fair! i hate it so much..............i just wanna cry it sucks ~Neen~
love
mrz