well lets c its not been too long sence iv written in here, rite now my mood is so-so cuz i keep thinking bout my best guy frend i have a crush on him:S:S wow is that weird to say n im just trying to figure things out cuz i really wanna tell him how i feel but then again i dont cuz its just really weird cuz everytime i talk to him imm just so happy laughin smiling all the time n i really like it but what bothers me is when his ex-gf comes on msn i know her but i dont like her that much he all of a sudden stops talking to me n just starts talking to her n i kinda asked him bout it n he says that he doesnt do that, that he talks to us equally but i just wanna tell him how i feel but then agin i just dont wanna...idk! it sucks newayz off that subject!!! ummm well lets c oh! linze and sophs wer over this weekend and it was pretty kewl till the parade i dont think sophs had that much fun....kinda sucks but thers nuthin much i can do bout it! lol n sophs i dont want u writing a comment in here saying u did have fun i want honesty!!lol u dont have to lie, n im not saying u do lie! but its kewl dont worry bout it...if u are rite now lol oh and mrz i sooo think we should do sumthin as a group!!! definitly!!! lol i miss hanging out as a group kinda a bummer.... ummm lets c what else oh i have drivers ed this whole week....bummer!! lol haha im mad!! cuz i could go to maple grove on thursday to pick up my aunt!! n i really want to go but then that means i have to miss a class of drivers ed and i would have to make it up n i really dont wanna:( so i gotta miss out on going to maple grove:'( sadly.... lol well got nuthin else to write in here really lol luv yas all!!! ~Neen~