hey....this morning was a great fer me but as the day went on it started to go downhill it sucks totally thers this girl that i guess im supposed frends wit n she is getting really annoying n im just gettin tired of it cuz i always have to do waht she wants not what i want, n i cant say nething mean but joking otherwise she'll get mad but she can say mean things joking but we cant say nething n im sick of it! im not doing it nemore so im ignoring her n today she told one of my frends that she was getting a hate-vibe from me lol im like yes! its kicking in helulujah<----dont know how to spell that lol n then 6th hour i find out i have an F in math which is really bad....:S:S:S:Sim gonna get my assed chewed out by my parents which really sucks cuz they never get off my ass cuz im the "problem child" they dont call me that but i know its true well i havent told them yet n i dont plan on it... n then i came home to find my ma outside in the backyard drinking a beer n when i came back in i could hear that she was crying out side.....its true what the doctors said my best frend will have bout a week to live n a previous entry of mine i talked bout him n yea they say he will be gone by friday...n im so scared idk wht will happen to me if he dies i grew up with that dog hes my best frend....im afraid i might go into depression n throw my whole life away n i dont wanna do that but im just warning my frends if i ignore u its probs cuz of that I HATE GOD!! i dont want him to die! its not fair its not fair at all......of all things it has to be him I HATE MY LIFE IT SUCKS! ITS NOT A FAIRY-TALE NEMORE!!! I HATE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just wanna cry.....but as most pplz know im not the type that crys if i cry no1 sees it i cry in my sleep pretty much ugh! im so annoying i always complain bout my problems! i just need to shut up! im going to rite now goodbye. ~Neen~