hey every1 sorry havent written inawhile lol ummmmmmmm nothing too much has really been going on i just felt like writing in here what i felt like rite now cuz i just got done talking to mason(who i know is probs gonna read this) but newayz n i asked him if he would get mad if i flirted with like other guys n stuff n he said he would be kewl which is good n stuff even tho i dont really flirt with guys lol unless im into him n the only guy im really into is mason lol n im just kinda feeling uneasy like if he thinks that its kewl for me to flir then he probs thinks im kewl with him flirting n like i am n all cuz wer not dating i mean he does have the right n stuff but it just kinda makes me think that if he flirts with like a certian girl n gets into her he might just forget bout me or just like say oh i thot i liked u but i dont nemore thers this other chick whoes pretteir and kewler n all this stuf....just kinda makes me feel weird but idk i guess i worry too much but idk lol i just like him alot n ever sence the whole miriah thing idk just makes me scared well i think im gonna stop whining lol luv ya alls!!! ~Neen~ p.s. MISS YOU SOPHIE!!!! lol