heyhey well im not sure what to write in here rite now well ok ill tell u bout my mood the reason i put bruised is cuz last night my dad totally just yelled at me n it really sucked its not like a normal yell its a hurting yell cuz he threatens that he will call the skool if i have missing work n all this crap n i just wanna scream at him my grades r never good enough! i dont wanna be a straight a student leave me alone! i dont wanna be perfect im never good enough for u newayz so whats the point!!! im just dying inside i wanna cry so bad but i hold back my tears n it just sucks i have to go to skool the next day n pretend that everything is alright taht my life is wonderful n all i have to do is smile..... "you never know how a strong a person is untill u see them at their weakest moment..." n right now i dont feel strong at all i feel like my whole life is going down hill i used to be able to tell this one person bout all these things! n now he doesnt even listen to me so it hurts even more......i dont know what to do nemore i dont think i can even depend on god nemore!!!!!! someone help me plz....... im gonna go luv ya all...whoever u r ~Neen~