hey every1 im letting u know right now u dont have to read this cuz its just me saying how i feel about mason sence i dont get to talk to mason much and i have alot of feelings about him i felt like just writing something to him in here cuz i know he wont read it so yea lol and i didnt feel like writing in a private entry so here it goes. mason,the last time i talked to u was on thursday (its monday today) i miss you alot i feel like i can never talk to u nemore like u dont wanna listen and i guess i can understand cuz u have alot of ur own shit so u dont need mine but idk i feel like everything has changed and i cant tell you nething nemore but i want to tell you cuz i feel like ur the only one who understands me and can help me :( i really love you and i just wanna be with you but i think that what i have for you scares you and maybe thats why u kinda stray from me idk nothing makes sence nemore all i think about is you and i dont know im so confused and the only way u could make it better is if we could be together in person and we both know that aint gonna happen....well for now at least well i just wanted you to know i love you and i always will...even if i cant be with you. ~NeeN~