today is my parents 20th anniversary. you'd think itd be a great day and my parents would go out and celebrate it together. nope. not one fucking bit. its been one of those days where u think its gonna be good so u expect urself to be happy and joyous when it all turns out fucked up and wrong. just sitting here talking about this makes me wanna cry. my dad didnt even give my mom an anniversary card. didnt take her out to eat. didnt do nething for her at all. no flowers no nothing. my mom said she wanted to go out to eat tonight with her husband but no he has to go to work. what a great way to celebrate 20 years. n u know what she said i wanna have take out pizza. if i cant celebrate with my husband im gonna celebrate with my kids. n thts not fair. she deserves to be loved too. she deserves to feel special and to feel like a woman. not a mom who has to worry about her kids constantly. i cant talk about this nemore. it hurts too much. how can you trust other guys when the most important one in your life screwed everything up n made u miserable. maybe this is how it was ment. but this isnt how i wanted it. no1 ever said life was gonna be fair.....