hey world....i feel like shit, like the world has just died on me, nothing makes sence, AT ALL! my one frend is cutting, the other wants to die, one is always getting bitched at home, the other has family problems.....i just dont know what to do nemore usually im a really strong person, but i have cried the most between february and march, than i have my whole entire life, ijust dont know god, i just dont know....im scared for my life. Whenever something really good happens in my life something horrible has to come later on n im just tired of it i just want it all to stop!!! I CANT TAKE IT NEMORE! DO U HEAR ME!?!?!?! I CANT....... i cant even sleep fully at night i either wake up crying or dont fall asleep till 1 cuz of how crappy i feel, but i do try to be positive "People think im all smiles, but peoople havent walked in my life style" and "Regret is insight that came a little too late" luv ya america.....~Neen~