hey every1.....the reason i put my mood as stressed is cuz ive been EXTREMELY stressed im not sure if i even know how to explain it but well here let me try. this week i finally got done with drivers ed im glad fer that. n then this friday i bbsat till 11 n didnt get much sleep that night n then sat. i had to be up at 8 to get ready to go to a family reunion n my lil bro was being a pain to me like he always is but no1 cares bout that newayz.... n then we got to the family reunion and it was going great n all n then the family started to leave n wer just kinda like we traveled all this way just to see u guys n ur leaving n it pissed me off but we couldnt do much bout it but then that night was fun n then that night we slept in a camper n it was going great n all then this huge storm came and it scared me cuz there was some really loud lightening strikes n it kept me up n then my great aunt came out n told my family we had to come inside at like 4am n i was pissed cuz i wanted to sleep! i didnt care bout the storm but i ended up going in the house otherwise she would get mad at us so yea n then i didnt sleep so good n i had to wake up (sunday morning) at 8am fer 8:30 mass which sucked n then after that we went back to my great aunts house had brunch yada yada yada n then we FINALLY came home i was so happy n then we had family over n then it was going good till my cuz started to yell at me bout my dog n how hes old n hes gonna die soon and i just lost it n screamed shut up! dont talk bout it ok its not kewl just stop! n every1 was looking at me like oh whats wrong? n i just started crying n ther like oh its ok we know its a hard subject hunny n im just like stop! so then yea i just left n went inside i had had it with the family so yea n then its just so fricked up!!!!!!!!!!! n now my best frend george is going out wit some megan chick thats from wisconsin n im just an inch of the edge of a huge cliff n im so close to jumping off it before sumthing pushes me im just agh im losing it everything n im scared for my frends cuz ther having problems n they dont wanna talk bout it n it scares me cuz if i lose one of my frends i dont think i could handle that either n its just "stressful". ~Neen~